blehh.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.

Name: abbie
Birth Date: 21/02/95
Current Location: bed
Hair Color: black/dark brown
Righty/Lefty: LEFTY.

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.

Your fear: spiders.
Your dream of the perfect date: lololololol

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.

Your thoughts first waking up: "going downstairs to matt"
Your best physical feature: .........
Your bed time: whenever
Your most missed memory: many.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.

Pepsi or Coke: fizzydrinkslol.
McDonald’s or Burger King: mcdonalds burger king is naaaaysty.
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: lolnone.
Chocolate or Vanilla: chochochochochochocooo.
Cappuccino or Coffee: both rank.

LAYER 5: DO YOU.

Smoke: no
Cuss: ......
Take showers: i hate showers, baths pls.
Have a crush: obv...
Like school: i'd die without it.
Believe in yourself: at times.
Believe what goes around comes around: too right.
Believe everything happens for a reason: definitely.
Think you’re a health freak: i'm just abbie thanks.

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.

Gone to the mall: wish i was american.
Been on stage: yaaaaaa. with jamie archer. :L
Eaten sushi: .....vegetarian.
Been hurt: yup
Dyed your hair: every three weeks?

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.

Played a stripping game: yes :(
Kissed the same sex: cheek.
Got beaten up: nope
Changed who you were to fit in: don't think so...

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.

Age you’re hoping to be married by: whenever the time is right.
Number of kids you’re planning on having: no more than 3.

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.

Best eye color: i'm a sucker for blue eyes.
Short or long hair: longbutshortsonotsolong.
Fat or fit: inbetween
Looks or personality: not gonna lie, both.
Fun or serious: bit of both.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.

1 MINUTE AGO: this.
1 HOUR AGO: outside talking to angie
1 WEEK AGO: can't remember.
1 YEAR AGO: now that's just impossible for me to remember.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.

I feel: happyhappyhappy
I hate: things like this but they pass time.
I hide: my fat. :B

LAYER 12: FAVORITES.

Band: atl/coldplay
Color: purple/blue
Food: cheese&chips.

LAYER 13: RANDOM.

How long have you known your best friend?: most since year 7, one since year 1.
When’s the last time you kissed someone?: 3 hours ago?
What’s your middle name?: jade elizabeth
What are you excited for?: school tomorrow... :S
Do you have any saved texts on your phone?: many many many. matt.
What’s something random about you?: i'm currently watching a ginger priest lookalike on bgt. lololololololol.

Q&A

Are you ready for some actual questions; questions that teenagers actually go through?
hit me.

First off, what's your name?
abbie

Do you know what love is?
i think i'm starting to feel it. :/

Do you think parents are too hard on kids now a days?
no, they only want what's best for us.

What was the worst feeling you last felt?
...

What are you doing Tuesday?
schooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool...

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
hell no. matt. (L)

Honestly, what is the one thing you need more than ANYTHING right now?
family, friends and matt.

Do you ever wish you could just go to sleep & never wake up?
no..

Is there someone you just CANNOT stand?
perhaps.

Two years ago, were you the same person as you are now?
i was completely different.

Do you think you'll ACTUALLY live a happy life with somebody?
i'm living it now.

Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?
yeeeaaaaah

Do you have a problem with bisexual, gay, or bicurious people?
not really.

Do you use hearts like this <3 a lot?
yes.

Do you use smiley faces a lot when you type?
hell yeah :)

Ready for kids?
noooo.

What's one thing you do when you're mad?
scream/cry/try to calm down

How often do you lose your voice?
when i'm ill :B

How's your sister(s)?
...

Does anyone like you?
idk..

Has your friend/family member ever told you to stay away from someone?
yes.

If so, who?
kinda personal yo' .....

Do you trust all of your friends?
only a select few.

Do you ever think "what if"?
all the time

Do you mind sleeping on the floor?
depends...

Could you last in a relationship for 3 months
yeaaah

Whats the colour of your tooth brush?
pink & white. ;D

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
so so so so so so so so much.

What was the last thought before you went to bed last night?
matt.

Does anyone call you babe?
yes

Are you having a meaningful conversation with anyone?
yes atm.

Do you like having meaningful conversations?
yeaaah

Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
hell yeah

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
nope, i've learnt from my mistakes.

Do you think too much or too little?
too much.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
definitely.

Do you get distracted easily?
hahahaha ask my teachers. ;)

Are you a forgiving person?
i guess so.

Do you have a brother?
yes

Would you date somebody who was three years older than you?
hmm, depends.

Are you in a good mood right now?
sorta

Did a boy call you babe yesterday?
yeaah

Are you afraid of falling in love?
i think i'm alreay in it.

What does your last received text message say?
it's too personal to share.

Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?
mixed emotions.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
yeah.

Do you smoke weed everyday?
never have done.

Could you go a month without cursing?
hahah no.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
yeaah.

Do you like your hair?
i HATE it.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
it's practically over.

Name three facts about the last person who texted you?
he's amazing. he means the world to me. i love him to pieces.

Its 4 in the morning, and your phone rings, who would it be?
there's a few people.

Ever skipped class?
nope.

Would you take drugs?
no chance. :/

Matthew Smith is not a big fat gay. I am just horrible to him ;D (L)

Matthew Smith is a big fat gay. (L)

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Matthew Smith; I love you. (L)

soooo, pretty good day. :B
hopefully passed my bio exam. (yn)
the weather is like, amazingly nice. and tomorrow should be good with ze famolam and friends too. :} tonight was good with matt as well. ;D
so yeah, i'll leave you with some pictures of me and lisha from a very productive english lesson... ;D

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to do:
drop a dress size.
get some new extensions.
train hard enough to get good at surfing again.
pay attention in vocal lessons this time.
get a job.


my smile is horrible.

Why aren’t you texting the last person you kissed?
i am....

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?
yes.

Last person you talked to on the phone?
matt

How many text messages are in your inbox?
101

Will this week be a good one?
hell no. citizenship exam tomorrow, injection the next day, and bio exam friday. T_T

Do you ever reply to text messages when your’e out?
yeaaaaah

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
matt. :)

What are you wearing right now?
school uniform

Do you want to see somebody right now?
yesyesyesyesyes.

When’s the last time you cried?
this morning in p.e :(

Will you regret your next kiss?
i hope not....seen as it will be matt...

Are you a forgiving person?
mneh. not really. i'm a bitch to argue with.

When was the last time you changed in front of someone?
erm, probably the other day seen as matt turns up at bad times.

Are you the youngest person living in your house?
yessss.

Who did you last fall asleep with?
matt.

Would you hug the last person you hugged again?
yes...every day..

Who were you last in a car with?
louise and her mummy :)

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
yessss.

Did a boy or a girl text you last?
boyyy

Think back to the last person you last cuddled with, would you kiss them now?
yesss.

When was the last time something bothered you?
now.

Can you be your complete self around the person you like?
i'm kinda seeing him so yeah..

Are you wearing makeup?
obviously, i wouldn't allow people to witness my ugly face, it's unfair on them.

What’s a word that starts with the third letter of your last name?
octopus.

Do you always answer your phone?
yeaaah

Does anyone ever spell your name wrong?
YES. abbi, abi, abby, abie, DAMN PEOPLE IT'S ABBIE.

Do you get along with your parents?
....

What was the last thing you looked up on YouTube?
ermmm idk. :S

Any upcoming vacations?
a few.

What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eye colour. i'm a sucker for blue eyes. (L)

Do you have alcohol in your house?
yes. a lot.

Are you mad at someone right now?
yes.

Who is your number one follower?
not the slightest clue.

Are you ticklish?
FUCK YES.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yesyesyesyes. (L

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"school, fml"

What were you doing at 2AM last night?
asleeeep

Ever been out of your state?
lol....americans.

Can you go a day without laughing?
not a chance.

Are you tired?
yes, school tires me.

How many tattoos do you havet?
none.

Have you held hands with someone in the past 24 hours?
yessss.

Who was the last person you high fived?
lisha for both getting 35/40 in chemistry. looooooooool.

How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
none, i removed them all for p.e and forgot to put them back on.

Will next Thursday be a good one?
doubtfully. i have and exam the following day. although it is my brothers birthday....

Last dessert you ate?
....

If you had a bestfriend, would you ever consider replacing them?
no!

Think about all the people in your life, is there at least one person that’s been there for you through thick and thin?
there's a few, and i can't thank them enough. (L)

if yes, send them a text message or any message of how you feel…what did they reply?
....

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i love the lyrics to this song, they're so sweet. :)(L).

You're perfect
You're perfect girl
Oooh
You're my perfect girl

Here I am,
Sitting outside your door
In the rain,
In the pain it's worth it
You are my life
I won't lie
But I've never seen a girl so fine
Since I've been alive

You're perfect
I know it
You're perfect girl

I will do anything to be with you
There's nothing, in the world
To make me, give up girl

I will do anything to be with you
If that's what it takes, whatever it takes
I've got what it takes

I'll wait for you,
To turn your head around
That's why we'll leave the ground,
Tonight
We'll fly to the stars my sky,
Now I wanna be by your side, till the end of my time

You're perfect
I know it
You're perfect girl

I will do anything to be with you
There's nothing, in the world
To make me, give up girl

I will do anything to be with you
If that's what it takes, whatever it takes
I've got what it takes

Don't take to long,
To set me free yeah
Cause you hold the only key to me
And the chains around my heart,
My heart, oh yeah

I will do anything to be with you
There's nothing, in the world
To make me, give up girl

I will do anything to be with you
If that's what it takes, whatever it takes
I've got what it takes

lazysundays.

today has been boring. but at least i got some revision done. and i'm going to dye my hair in a bit :) basically my day has consisted of talking angie and jimmy. also revisionnnnnnnnnnnnnn. pretty miffed off that i missed F1, but i'll watch it later :) so i guess i'm gona go die of boredom. traaaaaaaaaaaaa.

moodswingsaregr8.

hahaha i'm well happy now. ;D so yeeeeeee. listening to some old songs bringing back memories. quite funny. 3oh3 - making me think of the times when sarah had her ipod and speakers around feb 2009 and we were all drunk walking out of bluebell playing that song full, those were the days. i like watching videos on the internet, and stressing cos the dress i want isn't in stock in a size 8. but i'm sure a 10 will do. ;D after this i feel like doing my blog up, needs a quick revamp. it's summer and my blog is a tad depressing in grey hahaha. :} also i can't wait to see my amazing danny and go up hanley with him thursday, i've missed him so much, i love him, he's my gay best friend. ;D tomorrow will be good too, going round jack barbers with matt and probs jimmy for something to do, and he's just had some gerbils so i'll be entertained for hours. i'm scared about next week, friday 21st may. :( biology exam. and it's the day after my brothers birthday, so i'll be very tired seen as we are all going for a meal to celebrate his 18th. then saturday - bring on the partyyyyy. ;D but i'm going to stop boring y'all to death and leave you with some things that i'd like to add to my wish list. bai guiz. :}

GAHH.

hello cystitis. it's been a while. how fucking nice of you to return, just before my exams. i mean, it's not like it's important that i should go to school or anything. 6-7 DAYS RECOVERY CYCLE?! i hate you. also on top of you, i have the flu. i fuuuucccckkkiiiingggggg hate you. so much. :)

lolllllllz

i feel like i have betray blogger, it's been 5 days....hahahaha. carrying on. ;D so yeah, thursday we had the day off. yayayayayay. so i went to towers with mah GURRRRRRRLSSSSS and matt (lawson) :B we had gr8 fun. some of the jokes we made were class! "i didn't know they had whales in this aquarium!!!!" hehehehehe. also i have never seen matthew laugh so much because of the faces i was pulling on the mine train tehehehe, he couldn't even look at me. then i was also pissing myself at sarah on sonic spinball cos she screamed the whole way round. so after the best day ever at towers, matt came down to see me and it was pretty fun running away from a swan :) then yesterday matt came round mine, which was good times. and i are now getting ready to go round matts :) tomorrow should be good too. too bad there's school on monday.

one for the memories.

AMAZING WEEKEND. met jamie archer (afro) at my auntie's reception. it was fantastic. had pictures with him, got his autograph. never had such a laugh in my life with callie, megan, brittany and summer. i think that getting up on stage and singing with him was just the highlight of my year. he also did one of my fav songs chasing cars. eeeeeeeeeeeek. he was in the room next to me too! hehehehe. i met some people i'll never forget, some of them family who i didn't even know. running a riot around a four star hotel following jamie was great haha. only down side is i missed my baby. so i'm going to see him now, matthew smith. (L)

rawrawrawrawrarar.

so yeaaaah. not posted in a while. had four exams this week :( and currently have hair dye on my head. going #3 dark brown (as usual) in time for my auntie's wedding that is tomorrow. a nice 4/5 hour drive to norwich. nice one. i look like cinderella in my dress and heels, it's great. i feel like a little girl again. really boosted my confidence. ;D so hopefully when i come back sunday, i'll be able to see matt. hopefully seeing him tonight too when i take this dye off. should be good. ;D anyway time to take dye off. so yeaaah, byeeeeeeee. ;DD

toomuchsparetimebitchez.

so i really should be doing english coursework, but i've spent the whole morning reading through quotes. so i'll leave you with two of my favourites. ;D


” did you know when you dream about a person, that person went to sleep thinking of you? did you know when the person you like looks at you and then looks down, they’re crazy about you? did you know that when a person looks at you directly in the eyes they love you more than you think? did you know when that person looks at you alot they can’t live without you? did you know when they leave, they say bye too much because they don’t want to let you go? “


"You're only as tall as your heart will let you be and you're only as small as the world will make you seem."
— Christopher Drew

i'm a picture without a frame.
a poem without a rhyme.
a car with three wheels.
a sun without fire.
i am a gun without bullets.
i am the truth without someone to hear it.
i am a feeling without someone to feel it.
this is who i am.
a mess without you, something beautiful with you. <3

23/04/10 + 24/04/10.

one word; amazing! last night i went out with jade matt jack jimmy and tonya, was quite good. falling in a ditch and being given the nickname "ditch girl" then me and tonya decided to sit on the corner where we came up with a great name "height of light" for an album haha, this was 'cos of a car and it's extremely bright headlights that were at the same height as us (we were sitting on the floor like tramps, obviously. ;D) and then i missed my bus, as i normally do so matt walked me home, which was quite fun. then we stayed by co op for like half an hour before saying bye. mwuhaha. then i ended up falling asleep whilst on my laptop, which led to a dream about me sleeping in and not getting up early enough to go swimming, this dream scared me and woke me up for 10 to 8, which i then got ready but (sorry lucy louise and sarah) it took me ages. and i didn't get hanley 'til like, 9. then after we met lucy and sarah (louise started walking on without noticing them lmaoo) we went and got another bus to newcastle. where louise was hating on the driver 'cos he was moody hehe. then we went to costa, where everyone had something but me, it was too early for me. then we went swimmmmminnnngggg. which was quite funny 'cos lucy had cramp in her toes which made them spread out without her control, was great, her expression. i don't think i've ever laughed so much in my life. then louise's swimming costume was that shiny that when she got out of the pool i could see my reflection in her arse, which made her want to kill me 'cos i was laughing for ages about it. haha. then something not so great happened, but we'll leave that out. ;D me and sarah acted like five year olds and went on the slide. then we swam some. when we left we went to mcdonalds/greggs/poundland/subway all for food lmao (fatty's we are. ;D) and after that we got the bus back to hanley, then to mine. when i went in mine and got what i needed, we went to louises and spent ages waiting for her to get changed, so we sat on the trampoline where lucy bonded with the dog. and me and sarah got very static, we were playing shock wars, we were terrified to even touch ANYTHING. then after that matt came down and we went by the river trent where lucy louise and sarah made up a dance, meanwhile me and matt were sitting down having a grass fight. then lucy and sarah needed to go, so we walked them to the bus stop where they ran for the bus, and missed it. but literally 3 seconds later, another one pulled up, so they got on that one. louise then went and got a chip bap, which was when i bumped in to an old friend, josh abraham ;D after that louise went, so me and matt went and sat on the grass in the park for about an hour and half, then i had to go so he walked back with me. then i got home, realised i had sunburn, couldn't go out and got pinned down to a table whilst having after sun put on me (MOST PAINFUL THING EVER) well, that's blatantly my two days. let's hope tomorrow's great too. ;D byezzzz. xxxxxxxxx

plsplsplspls.

mum, i'd love you forever if the day i turn 16, you got me these. (L)

qwertyuiop[

today was absolutely great. thanks to the nice weather we got to sit outside for once at school rather then spend our dinner in the canteen. obv i saw matt which makes every day fantastic, i had a good bitch with lucy in double it. a nice bitch with jade ellie and foggy in chemistry and a good G with lisha lucy and zoe in english. also, MRS BLOORE MOVED ME TO A NORMAL SEAT IN MATHS. NO MORE ISOLATED DESK PUSHED UP AGAINST THE WALL. it's next to the most annoying person ever, but it's better than no one. :D

:@ :@ :@ :@

wow, you really chose a day to piss me off. you fucking prick. who the fuck are you? i don't even think i can class you as a fucking person anymore, you're actually a monster. it's her how she's fucking changed you, all of a sudden "goodbye old friends, hello newcastle" well you can fuck off if you think you're ever welcome back near me, you've pissed me off so fucking much that i could just actually punch you so fucking hard then smash a brick in your fucking face. :@ godddddd, i don't think you know how much you've annoyed me. there's nothing better than my ex boyfriend sitting there and calling me a fucking whore to look big in front of his mates, well we'll see who's big when you have no mates left. fucking wanker. :@

courseworkschoolcourseworkschoolcoursework.

back to the whole stress about school, why can't we just take our GCSE's next year? like seriously.. just to add on, i have lost ALL my graphics work and i'm still stuck with my english. :/ i also have people down my ear "you out today" well just to say. I AM NOT OUT. DO NOT ASK ME AGAIN. :/

i wish i could remember to post.

so yeah, got up real early this morning to go swimming. need to burn a few calories tbh. i was to loose at least 6lbs. please please please. i wanna be skinny. :/ but heey, i'll achieve that one day. we were comparing tans in the pool, i was impressed as i'm really tanned compared to louise lucy and tori. ;D we then went to mcdonalds and lucy got stressed because the ordering system was chaos. haha. oh oh also i forgot to post yesterday, cos i wasn't very well. but i got so bored at home that me and tori decided to go for a walk round the river trent, it was pretty good cos it was warm. ;D

workworkwork.

so yeah, seen as i'm ill, i best hit the books. i was ready to finish all my english today, until i realised i forgot to put it on my memory stick, so i don't have it at home. worst part is that it was meant to be in before easter but i missed loads of lessons so she gave me extra time. :/ so i guess i'll stick to my maths h/w. urgh, i actually hate maths, the teacher gives me chills too, she's a right old bat and she put me on this stupid little table on my own right at the front of the room. :/ well, at least lastnight was good. sitting on webcam with jack barbzzzz. so i'll put a picture from when i was on cam to him up. <3

as the days roll in

what an amazing couple of days. (L)
i stopped jades monday, after going up northwood and meir with our boyfriends matt and connor. love you matt. :)
we got back to jades at about ten where she then raped me with easter egg, but heeeey, i'll live. haha. we decided to watch picture this because we're cool like thatt. we woke up about 9 and went up hanley for 10 so jade could have her hair done, which btw, is lush. we tried stuff on in topshop and i fell in love with a crop top, jade fell in love with a dress. now i just need £35 to buy that top. we then went back to jades to do some sunbathing. it was great. got a bit of a tan to me too. ;D but yeah, i'm gonna go now because i'm getting ready to go up hanley to meet jade and matt. (L). oh btw, someone buy me some extensions please? i fell in love with jades. ;D

these titles are hard to think of.

yesterday was amazing, went up plaza with matt lisha and ryan. it was good, being let out had never felt better, thankyou so much for ungrounding me. (L)

stolen from louise who stole it from sarah. :3

10 Things you want:
1. LOOSE WEIGHT. DIET. DIET. DIET.
2. grow my hair cos i hate my hair so so much. cos i look like a boyyyy.
3. get a job to get some moneyzzz.
4. keep this relationship lasting, matt. (L).
5. have an amazing summer 2010.
6. t4 on the beach
7. get a husky and call it champsky
8. actually wear some jeans rather than just shorts/skirts/dresses.
9. not get grounded again
10. a huge shopping spree

9 Musicians/bands you love (in no order):
1. ATL ATL ATL
2. LMFAO
3. daisy dares you
4. OWL CITY
5. you me at six
6. nevershoutnever
7. taylor swift
8. TOM MILSOM
9. stereophonics

8 Things you do everyday:
1. eat.
2. brush my teeth.
3. laptop.
4. bath/shower.
5. speak to matt.
6. ipod.
7. sleep.
8. moan.

7 Things you enjoy:
1. being off school
2. going on holiday
3. spending time with matt
4. family days out
5. having something to do
6. musicccc
7. hollyoaks

6 Things that will always win your heart:
1. matt
2. kind heart
3. humour
4. not over confident
5. something different
6. a good listener

5 Favorites: Movie, song, book, food, season:
• grease
• weightless - all time low
• face
• pastaaa
• summer

4 Smells you enjoy:
1. lily's
2. candyfloss
3. ted baker perfumee
4. lucys perfumeee - daisy.

3 Places you want to go:
1. norway
2. thailand
3. st lucia again

2 Favorite holidays:
1. st lucia for auntie's wedding.
2. newquay with family and friends.

1 Person you’d marry on the spot:
1. christopher drew (nevershoutnever)

last night was amazing, my baby came down to see me when my parents went out, of course they didn't know, and still don't. and today my mum said i can go out cos it's nice weather. ;D (L).

DAY #2 IN THE BIG BROTHER HOUSE.

oh my godddddddddddddddd. second day of being grounded. at least i had matt to keep me company on msn, i love you gorgeous(L). being bored ended up driving me insane, so i went and sat in the garden because it's such a beautiful day. so i'll leave you with a picture of me in the garden. :)(L)

urghhh.

one day of being grounded over. hopefully i'll be allowed out tomorrow. i love you matttt (L).

yayayayayay.

hopefully going for a picnic tomorrow with louise, sarz and lucy. should be great. :) going to sit down my the river trent. just depending on the weather now. please please please (yn). i might even get time to go see my baby after, love you matt. :)(L).

doodeedoo.

i'm craving a trip to costa right now tbh. sucks that i'm grounded. :(
but yeah, as soon as i'm ungrounded looks like i'll have to get myself up there with louise lucy sarz frankie und zoe. cos a nice hot chocolate and a salad sandwich sounds great right now.

just a little update.

5/4/10 matthew smith i bloody love you baby. (L)

so yeah, grounded for the duration of the easter hols. nice one mum. (Y)

all thanks to my stupid ass brother being such a prick always using my phone to ring his precious girlfriend, when i don't see why she can't ring him. :@

you're a joke.

i was loyal to you, a good friend and what you just did to me shows that what i did was the opposite to what i should have done. you walk round on your high horse all day long, yet what you don't know is that everyone see's you different to how you see yourself. a complete bitch. today has shown who my real friends are. :/

HAPPY EASTERRR.

happy easter kidda'sssssss. so yeahhhh, me and jack are over. apparently on a break but pffft. i am currently with my baby kade-daniel, i bloody love him. my gorgeous bestie. i'm on skype to ricky atm and it's hilarioussssss. so yeah, lovessssssss//// oh and someone get me a recording contract pls. i wanna sing for a living. kfnxbiiii#####xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

shalalalala.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE-UMSSSSSS!

so yeah, this afternoon was gr888. went to ash bank for louise's birthday.

jack comes home tonight, i finally get to speak to my baby, i missed him. (L)

so yeah, slightly hungover thanks to too much to drink lastnight, but hey, i had fun.

so yeeeee, i have like, under two hours til jack gets home. BUTTERFLIESSSS MANZZZZZ.

so yeahh....i'm just going to write a load of crap here cos i'm bored. ;D there's nothing to talk about now i'm home alone. me and my mother just had a conversation about her thoughts, she thinks i should be a glamour model when i'm older for various reasons. i couldn't help but laugh histerically and then i asked if sarcasm was applied, turns out it wasn't :/ haha. omfgggggg the last ten minutes has laster foreverrrrr. HURRY HOME JACKKK. :( if he's not back til like, 10 i think i may cry. paha i sound like a right sad act sitting here writing a load of rubbish but i'm so bored. h8in lyf 2k10. lies. i love my life. zomgggggggggggg, tom milsom is fantastic, yet only me and sarz seem to know of him. lucy made me watch quite an amusing video lastnight. top 60 african names or something like that. GURRRRRRRRRRLLLLLLLLL. so yeah, i'm watching hollyoaks and i'm actually gripping my chair because i don't want loretta to die. i like her and jake. hi5 for me being sadddddddddddd. k i'm bored of right nao. tratratra.

a trip down memory lane.

and yet some reason everytime i speak to you the memories come flooding in, like the crashing waves on a sinking ship. and no matter how much i stop myself, i can't forget you. i never can and i never will.

i'd love you forever..

I REALLY WANT A LIZARD. I WANT TWO. ONE CALLED SPIKE AND ONE CALLED MIKA. PLEASEEEEE MUMMMMMMMMM. :}

in an ideal world.

i love seeing all these ideas of what people want to be when they're older, however they all make me chuckle because they consist of no organisation. so i thought i'd share mine. i would like to finish school after taking my GCSE's and then going to college to get my a-levels in science and also take a btec course in photography, i then want to go to staffs uni to complete a course on forensic science, then become successful in forensic photography, to then move to miami and continue to surf my life away on the top miami beaches and have my gorgeous boyfriend jack gordon next to me the whole way, but to move to miami i think i'd take all my friends and my familyy. :} but for now, i'd like to keep everything the same because life is gr8888888. and i shall leave you with a recent profile picture because i haven't posted any pictures of my new hairrr. :}

15/03/10

tonight was amazing with victoria leese in my second home. especially on just dance with her mum recording us haha. i had the most amazing conversation tonight with my gorgeous boyfriend jack gordon. i don't know what i'd do without him (L). i've realised a lot lately..the one i thought i loved, included in my birthday post, it was all a lie. he lied to me about it all. and is now chasing my "best friend"........but oh well. worthless to me. :)))))

happy birthday to me.

today has been the best birthday everrrrrr. i fell asleep talking to the one person who i am actually beginning to fall in love with, then i woke up smiling thinking of him, reading a message he left on msn when i had fell asleep, i also made last minute plans to go for a carvery or should i say a "veggiery" because i don't have the meat ;) but spending time with three of my amazing friends and spending my day speaking to the most amazing lad ever, it has given me all i could ever ask for on my birthday. :)

pure luck

So yeaaaah. My laptop touchpad is kinda messed and I don't know how long for and using my iPod to do this is quite annoying so I'm not so sure if I will be posting much ATM but as soon as it decides to work again I will post some more :D

joined tumblr :'D

i joined tumblr. i don't know how to use it like, but i joined. so for anyone that want's it: http://abbiewithwings.tumblr.com/
it's there ;) i'm on ANYTHNG if you would prefer it haha.
www.bebo.com/soulselector_
www.twitter.com/_abbiebrown
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=1779922797
http://www.formspring.me/abbiebrown
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/home?id=1365086

oh i also have habbo hahahahah; antiab ;)

i need to stop using the internet. :3

♥the world in black and white.

i know i've been posting A LOT today but i've only just set this up and i don't like it being bare, so i'm going to share my most recent polyvore set with you :D

meet me on the other side. by abbaayyy featuring Roberto Cavalli

i am actually in love with that bag, the shoe's are gorgeous and the dress is adorable, with some nice accessories to go with it all :) i hope people agree :D

♥in creative mind

i've been pretty bored today, thought i would make use of my time and create a set on polyvore, then decided to share it :D hope you like it :)♥

on sea's shore. by abbaayyy featuring Monsoon

Items in this set:
Breton mini cashmere sweater dress, $400
Monsoon Accessorize - Ballerina Pumps, 20 GBP
Miu Miu Large denim tote, $1,295
Gold-plated Swarovski drop earrings, $230
Blue and Gold Bows Bracelet, J. W. Anderson, 140 GBP

♥summer sun, somethings begun.

i want it to be summer again, winter is so picturesque, it's beautiful. and the snow that's fallen lately has given me some beautiful snaps, but it's beginning to get a bit of a pain now, slipping on ice, being unable to carry through with plans because of the rain, i want the summer sun back, the flowers, the long walks, the family events.

♥where i want to be.

topshop's website reminded me of how much i am missing out on by living in stoke, i would love to go to london for this weekend for the fashion week, but i guess i will just have to buy the clothes when they come out, hopefully i will have the money to get the ones that reallyyyyy catch my eye :D♥

♥yet another meaningless cross on the calendar.

today was dull, a lazy day for me. the weather is awful, raining. blah. it's too cold to go out, so i decided to stay home and make use of my time by online shopping, i can't wait to go shopping on monday with my birthday money, i have my eye on some nice items. :} ♥